Soooo bored!
Still chilling at my dad’s house. I. Am. So. Bored. My dad and stepmom went to a party tonight. I wish I had gone. But I had to stay with Anna, who most definitely did not want to go. I probably could have gone and left her behind but I didn’t think it through all the way. Do you know that feeling when anxiety swells up for no reason? I just feel so unbelievably anxious. I think it’s a result of not doing anything or not having a project. I just feel like I’m wasting all of my time. As I sit on the couch. I also feel like I disappointed my Dad by not going. Why didn’t I go? That was silly. That was stupid. I just hate hate hate this anxious feeling. I’m trying to think up some project to occupy myself with. Because this is all I’ve been doing for the past week and I’m going absolutely crazy. Crazy insane. Ahhhhh!
